there was a 9 month period of time when i didnt cry at all when i started t. before HRT i also felt like there were 10 million kajillion thoughts in my brain, and now theres not so much to say. starting hormones at a young age, its hard to tell whats a result of growing up, and whats a result of the 'mones. also about heart ache, and im probably not yet as separated from those love feelings as i claim in this song haha. i talk about how i was depressed before quarantine and never left my bed anyway, so this whole isolation this was pretty routine for me before it started.
it ends with me talking about how zach, the bassist of skylar pocket, told me that when we record on tape we use metal tapes, because they have the most capacity for sound, or something like that.
credits
from Never Going Home,
released May 1, 2020
my dad: "evil kinevil, used to jump things on his motorcycle, broke every bone i his body. he still did it."
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